Sleep.

Welcome to my "new" life.

Books.

Notes.

Diet. Dr Pepper.

and sadly,

my phone not attached to my hand....

Ohh College life, where do I begin? I remember people older then me going off to college, and they would tell me it is a whole different life style. I thought they just wanted to look cool. Uhm, boy was I wrong. I honestly feel like my life was flipped a thousand times around and here I am trying to conquer it. 

I have never in my life studied. I just figured, I'll get what I get. They require much more highschool credits in Missouri then they do in Utah so when I moved out here my junior year, I slacked more then ever. I went to 3 classes every other day my whole junior and senior year....BOY WAS THAT NICE. They were also super easy classes, which is much better.

  Now I attend class every day. I drive and drive and drive. Then I walk and walk and walk some more. I'm still trying to get the hang of it all, and balancing everything out. Although it has only been 4 days of this chaos, honestly I am doing quite well handling and embracing it all.

Babbling? I think yes.

Okay deep down I think I like college to the extent that I am forcing myself to go. I mean I know I have to get my 4  years in, so may as well try to enjoy it? I miss not worrying. I am constantly thinking about my school work. Nerdy much? I know.  All I do is read and read then write and look over notes, then do homework... and it never ends. Hours after hours. What I do like is the social life there. I mean I have been invited to do things, go to party's, or go on dates every single night this week. Sadly, that is where prioritizing comes in too play...

I made up my mind that yes school comes first, but that doesn't mean I can't have fun right? So Friday and Saturday=fun. School can just wait those nights. I'll probably be thinking about how much I should be studying while I'm out those nights...but at at I am out enjoying myself.

What also sucks majorly? Not having money. I go from working and getting paid quite well... To giving up my jobs....(seriously loved them) not getting any money... then buying my books, and all that other fun stuff. I don't even speak of shopping. I was asked to go shopping with some friends, and I had to say noo.....Sad day. Never rejected a shopping trip with my girls to Park City in my life. I guess thats all about growing up....Prioritizing and making decisions, welp. I don't like it. Ed of the story.

Thursdays I just have 1 class. Computer something or other. I HATE IT.I HATE IT. Soo much. So today is my"ease day" Hints to my blogging. I don't get homework in there it is all tests over the computer and what not, which I hate. I'm trying to drop that class but who knows. My friend's mom was sick (In Alabama.....don't know why I even mentioned that, probaley my lack of sleeep..) So she was in desperate need of a baby-sitter. Well... here is the ting she needed someone from 3:30 am, when she and her husband drove until 10:15. Well, me being the poor person I am, figured I'll do it. Then I will go to my one class. Then I will sleep. Yeah, I'm dead. I can't even sit up to blog. I felt so lame, taking this offer haha. Btw, Sophia is 14 months, and seriously America's next top model, she decided to stay up all night also. I'm dying. So even though I didn't even cover what I wanted too, I need to sleep or yes I will pass out, and this post will never be posted..