Texts...Texts...Texts..

I adore my phone.

I am addicted to that baby.

It always has to be in my hand or I freak. 

You get it?

I absolutely love with all my heart my phone.. My life is on it. literately.

I have a million pictures on my phone. Every occasion, every holiday, every quote, every conversation, every contact, and everyones birthday programed in that baby. 

The problem is I am extremely addicted to texting. 

If I knew a word that was bigger then extremely I would use it faster then a hear beat.

I am the queen texter. I can text all the time and just have the time of my life. I don't know what fascinates me about texting but I just love it. I guess it's because I text the people I love, or the people I am trying to get to know. I love how I don't have to call my friend on the phone just to ask "whats up" I'm glad I don't have to call someone and say "Good night" Don't get me wrong I understand the boundaries. I understand when to call people and when just to send a quick text.haha.

Here is the DEAL.

I over analyze texts like no bodies business. It is insane, I admit. But I honestly can't help myself... I analyze everything in my life, and I always have.  But I have taken it to the extreme on this. First off when I text, I text. I mean, if someone asks me a question, I will answer it but not my jut saying "ya". Okay blahhhh I can't even type what I am thinking so I hope this makes somewhat since haha. 

First off lets talk about texting guys. When I ask  a guy "what they are doing?" and they respond "nm u?" My crazy mind goes off. I think well of coarse your doing something, do you just not want to tell me? Or the other option is or do you just not want to text me.. I think about this for a while then  have to think of some lame remark back.

lol

nm

ha

HBD

ya

no

wth

jk

sml

when ever i get these texts alone, I want to all of the sudden turn into an English teacher and put a LINE through their paper and say STOP!!!!!!!!!

Then the next problem I get into is the guys who will text you... wait 4 hours then text back. Now I know I sound possessive haha. But I am really the opposite.  But don't you think it is just a tad bit weird that they can only send 1 text literately every 4 hours too you??Especially when you know they arn't at work/school. I DO I DO! I agree I always have my phone in my hand so I send messages out super fast... but there is no way on earth you touch your phone every 4 hours. Soo then I think and think, during those 4 hours like are they doing this on purpose? Are they playing "hard to get" which first off is my game, so don't even.LOL. 

Okay okay I also find this a bit awkward. When someone will only text you like a couple times, nothing deep, or personal. Just the annual "hey whats up" then you respond you know, and they send about 1 more text and then its just over....until 2 days later you repeat the cycle. OKAY THIS IS JUST CRAZINESS. It's like your on their pathetic routine schedule. Sooo then that gives me more to think about. 

I'm sure I am sounding a bit dramatic, but at times it really gets to me. I mean why shouldn't it? After re-reading what I wrote this makes me sound totally insecure and pathetic. I don't want to be texted non stop. But then again I don't want to feel like some option. Or someone to text when your board. Maybe this is all karma. Mabey this is just revenge from when I don't text people I don't want to talk to back.. But who knows. I just think this "texting world" has made me rethink things. 

PS. I CANT END THIS YET.

The absolute worst is when you trying to sound all cool, and you send the text and you sound like the most stupidest person out there. You sound like some dumb child, who doesn't even make half way since. hahah. When you totally regret what you send. I think I will just invent a button where you can take back your texts with in 5 minutes. That would of saved me so much embarrassment. 

I better get some sleep...(: