"I'm not deaf!"

     One of the things, that I pride myself in is that I don't let what other people say get to me. Another thing I pride myself with is how I don't care what you look like, how much money you have, or who you hang out with I will be your friend. Sure after a while of hearing girls "talking about me" I just want to run up to those immature girls and say "hey freaks, do you not think I hear you talking about me!?" I swear this last week especially I have never heard so many comments made about me. Mostly negative.. But I just think, who are they to say anything? It's mostly just dumb comments, judging what I wear, judging my hair, judging why I'm not wearing just shorts and a t-shirt etc. I get that immature jealous people act out in this matter, that is why I usually just leave them alone, and don't make vicious comments back. So tonight at Lagoon I was walking down the little side walk, when a group of girls, were saying how I thought I was in Hollywood, and how I acted like I was better then everyone. This is the part I don't understand why the good heck would you talk about someone so loud? The fact was they just did not care...  and I had it! First off, the thing that sometimes bugs me is when people think that somehow I think I am better then the world. So lets just clarify this, I do not think I am better then anyone! So I turned around and they all just stopped talking about me, and looked shocked. I politely told them, how immature they were, how I do not think I am better then everyone, and how stupid they are, for judging me when they have seen me for a good 4 seconds. (I mean seriously, I can not stand people who just judge me for how I look) I mean seriously, I know I was wearing earrings, nice jean shorts, a yellow plain top, sun glasses, and my hair did look rather good tonight hahah....but get with it that gives you no reason to assume the worst in me right?


Okay this is where I am trying to get too. After this incident I was in stinken "attack mode" I call this when I am in a pissy mood, and I can't bite my tong much longer..When I have had it. So I'm walking around and this girl was pointing at me, it was quite strange because the little girl was like 3... So I was like what the heck since when do 3 year olds talk about me now??! She was pointing me out to her mom, and I felt rather awkward.. Haha, So I smile at them and keep walking, I looked back and I saw the girl whispering to her mom something... Then a couple minutes later the mom runs up to me with a camera, and said her little girl thought I was the prettiest girl she has ever seen, and I looked like someone off of the T.V. The little girl wanted a picture with me.. Okay okay I know this sounds completely crazy. It is, I agree. But I felt just overwhelmed. This little girl made my day. She was so fidgety and shy around me..  she told me how pretty I was and looked me up and down complimenting me...and I just fell in love with her. I wish every girl was like this little girl. I wish people would just try to get to know me, instead of making false assumptions of me. I wish girls, wouldn't see me as a threat, and see me as just another girl. I guess girls just judge and assume the worst, because they are so insecure with themselves, they don't want to assume the best. This little girl name was Emily. I will never forget the impact she had on me, by just not judging.