Tuesday, November 22, 2011

"You say what???"

Im alive children. My stressful week did not beat me. Thank the great big heavens.

Every day brings me new surprises. When I thought about posting this post/topic, I was so unsure. The only reason I am talking about this post is because, IF someone reads this, I want them to know everything is possible. 

This week I was offered 2 modeling jobs, and 1 acting job. I have never ever ever pondered/thought about anything like this before. Sure I am addicted to taking pictures with friends and capturing memories..But come on life; this is nuts. The agencies approached me out of no where, and honestly I thought it was a joke.

If I had to be honest with myself, and the world...2 years ago I was so overweight. I was the "overweight girl" that had 0 confidence. I had very little friends, and always doubted myself. I knew I was overweight, but food was the only thing that brought me happiness. Food was my friends. Food did not ever tell me I was fat. Food was there for me no matter what. Over the last year, I have tried so hard to be the fittest person I could be. I was tired of having no confidence, I was tired of being the biggest girl in my classes. I choose to loose weight. I had no idea how hard it would be. I had no idea even how? But I knew that I wanted it. 
Last year, I would have had no idea I would be offered these jobs. These opportunities are amazing in my eyes. Unfortunately, I turned them down. They required me to do this when I was in school. This gives me the encouragement. Encouragement to continue going to the gym diligently. I know I can accomplish anything.

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