GETCHAHalloween on.

Now tell me this ain't the cutest most precious picture.

I just adore my little bunny face puppy.

So big news. This is basically my first Halloween since I was like a little kid. Last year I worked during Halloween. The years before, I was sick. All last week I was so sick! thank goodness. It finally "some-what" went away, on Wednesday. So what did I do, you ask? I immediately, made Halloween plans all week. 

Wednesday I went on a date to a scary-freakin corn maze. I may or may not   peed my panties.I screamed every time. thank goodness this boy was totally chill. On Friday I went to Fright mares with my momma, then went to a Halloween party, and dressed up as a baseball player...haha whata joke. On Saturday I went up to Provo and went to a fun little dance party, where I met this totally attractive boy, ( GREAT STORY: the kid added me on fb, but me being stupid ACCIDENTALLY ignored the request, and I don't know his last name...so yeahh I'm screwed, story of my life.) Then I went to the HOWEL. Tonight I watched a stinken scary movie with some friends, then fell asleep, and now I'm suffering from a broken neck. Oh and tomorrow I am carvng pumpkins:) I am loving my Haloween. Ohh yeah, I have eaten every pumpkin thing in the world. I have taken advantage of this last week, splurging the heck out of it. As much as I loved partying untill 6am every morning, appylying gobs of glitter on each eye, stuffing my self with candy/pumpkin/hot chocolate,peeing my pants every 3 seconds,and going through corn mazes. I think I have had my quoto:) Goodbye Haloween, I love you. See you next yea.

Hope YOU had a awesome Halloween. 

:)

fugly?

Baby Cakes what???

I heard that saying today. I chuckled like a freak for about 10 minutes, after hearing it. And the woman was wondering why I didn't try to cover up my laugh. But I tried! I tried really hard, then that grunt weird sound came out? you know that weird sound when you hold in your laugh. Okay. Yeah. 

Dear woman, I enjoyed you "Baby Cakes what?" Saying.

My blog has been so messed up. It hasn't let me log on for evEEEr. Because why? I "supposedly " didn't know my password. "Baby Cakes what???" I know my password blogger. Geta freaken life.

Whats new you may wonder. Welp. I am sicker then a dog. (Btw, who the heck made that saying up)I have the worst sinus infection/head cold ever. No exaggeration. So basically I sniffle, blow my noes, and sleep all day. It's the life. On the plus side I forced my self to go out and go shopping today. I bought some dang cute clothes if I have to brag. 

Since, I love to ramble and I really don't feel like organizing my paragraphs with different topics I will just combine. Bare with me.

I am considering being a rockstar punk diva....whatever for Halloween. Who knows how that will work out. I just want extremely long eye lashes.  And tons of colorful extensions. Yeah I am cool. I'm planning on going to the BYU Halloween  party and the Howel at Utah State.  Yeah. So basically, I will be traveling all over Utah, sick. I am kinda excited. Maybe just to see my friends? Maybe just to tease my hair like no other.bah.

On another note, guess who has gotton A's on all their math tests? Yeah me. goooo me. Aaaand guess who is going to Vegas with my  mommy and Julie. Yeah me. This week has treated me so good. I am so happy. Even though I am coughing to death.

Well.......

there is my life in a nutshell.

Ps. I need to find black flats, and they are all fugly. Yes, I said fugly.

Finally.

I'm in a good place.

I really am, and I am so thankful for it.

Soo thankful. 

I left all the bad behind.

The stress, the rumors, the conflicts. I left them for someone else to deal with. I left the hurt the pain, and the awful words that were said.

And it feels perfect.

The last couple of weeks have been coming together, and it gives me much hope. It doesn't make waiting pointless anymore. I now take day by day knowing that there IS a light at the end of the tunnel.

I am happy, and that has taken a while to become.

Happy day to all:)

"You have to take the good with the bad, smile with the sad, love what you got and remember what you had, always forgive, but never forget, learn from your mistakes, but never regret, people change, things go wrong, just remember…life goes on."